Things I've learned from all this.....good & bad

First of all I've been amazed at the fact the people I thought were my best friends pretty much abandoned me during all this......a guy that's a sales coach who says he's so good at "managing his time/responsibilities" never has even called or emailed. Other people I've known for years same deal, not even a note. On the OTHER side of the coin I've had people I just met in the past few weeks step up and offer assistance. I've had girls that I once dated check in on me, people I used to work with or that worked for US, and especially the Amateur radio community has helped immensely. It's not that I NEED any help, it's just been remarkable that we've gotten so many offers from sometimes the most unlikely people.....I've also learned AGAIN, as I do every so often that nobody can or will take care of you like YOU can/should! In addition, I've also learned that because you take care of a sick friend/relative certainly doesn't mean that person will take time out for you to "pay it forward" which I find quite disappointing......oh, well, onward I will go with courage and diligence I will fight! Thanks to the many friends I never knew I had and it's good to clean house of the ones I THOUGHT I had.......

I'm feeling pretty good today, a lot of throat pain, but I'll get through it. Yesterday was a disaster, I shouldn't have been let go from the hospital as I was a lost cause, just kind of drifting around feeling like I'd been on a bad 5 day hunger strike/drunk without sleep!